Sunday, 14 August 2016

Let's Decide

I was returning from my hometown, Kolkata. As usually it was Rajdhani express since I can't let my mamma get the shock of her life. So needless to say this journey was pretty different from the previous ones. Normally what flows in my mind is when the train will reach Delhi, will I be able to reach home quickly, get dressed fast and reach office within time? But this time there were no such tensions.  Instead of that there were uncertainties. There will be no 'to-do's in office but there will be 'everything-has-to-be-done's in the void. When the sense of accomplishments of deciding not to hold the hands of fate and live a blind life was enthusing more blood through my veins, there was definitely a pinch of apprehension on the abilities that ought to pave the road to glory or to perdition. When I resigned from job a few weeks back, believe me, there was not an iota of doubt. You can name that thing as "belief", "sense of positivity" or just "boiling blood of a poor but an ambitious Bengali". Similar to this there had been a lot of times when I had to take that "hard call" (May be the next version of my Dirty Little Secrets will have a few of them). And I know, most of you had definitely been through similar situation. At the end of the day, the outcomes of these decisions, decides how good or bad were they. There is a Gestation period of every decision. As in period between the day you decide and the day the decision fruits an outcome. And for most of the "hard call" decisions have a long a gestation period. On top of that these gestation periods for each of the decisions are again pipelined  when multiple "hard call" decisions seems to share the same time frame. So my entire concern with all these is that normal day to day life gets pretty fucked up which causes unnecessary stress and we start our catcalls of "work-life balance", "gender equity at work space", "overtime loads, etc. 

Friday, 5 August 2016

The MOUSE in the CAGE


I was thinking to write about this particular thing for quite a while. But every time I stopped because I thought it will be a pretty complex task to pen down. Anyways my sister who herself is a very good writer (but doesn’t write at all) had been the biggest critique in telling me why my writing gets so complex, so that also acted as a deterrent. Anyways let me do this this time.
The entire shit I am going to write next is not a verified truth. Treat it as an outcome of several paragraphs I read, a few videos I saw and a few learned person I talked with. When I summed everything up, some way or other I felt that that there is an incipient coherence that binds all the theories, religions and the expressions which we observe in this 3D world together. I want you to validate that. This is the reason why I will ask you to ponder on the facts and hypothesis. Even if you don’t vouch for them, it will definitely be an interesting read, for sure.
This essay will be on “dimensions”. Yes the dimensions and it’s theory on which Stefan Hawkins is working. Muons, Fermions, string theory and all possible difficult stuff you can think off. But wait don’t get scared away. I will try to elucidate them as possible as I can. 
There are ten dimension in hypothesis and even to a certain extent, proved. Mr. Hawkins is working on 11th dimension which get described in m-theory. But believe me I won’t get to deep into the physics of the things. My sole purpose is to gradually transcends into how life, you & me and how the world around us gets somewhat justified with these higher physics and mathematics. And that might interest you.
Let’s start our journey from the very first dimension and try to build the next one with the previous one. To help you out in doing so, I will jot down a few postulates which will guide you whenever it will get difficult for you. (I have been able to fetch out till 6th dimension. From seventh on wards, it needed huge mathematical work-through which I wasn’t able to understand. I will definitely need some help from my physicist friends to grasp them and come back with some better understanding).

Crafting a Heart!

Have you ever thought how beautiful we human beings are? Well, definitely not in the present context of the happenings distressing the world...